May 1, 2009

Flashback: Day 1

Flash Back - Day 1
By Slave Bailee

Saturday night was a very interesting experience, my boyfriend Peter initiated my slave training. After about seven months of talking between the two of us, coming up with restrictions, my likes, and dislikes in bondage in bdsm. Before I begin the re-account of the events that took place on Saturday I would like to note that, Bailee and Peter are not our real names. While we may be open about our actions within the bdsm community on the internet, we are not ready to go public with our lifestyle to many of our family and friends. For those of you who knows us please keep any comments off our blog and site that would give away any real information about our identities.

On saturday night i was a wreck, you can imagine beginning something that makes you give up all your rights and complete give yourself over to someone can be nerve wracking. It requires a good deal of trust. However, I'm starting to realize that it can be an excellent help to a relationship builder, if both parties are trusting. Trust is one of the most important things in the relationship however I warn that if you love a girl, you can talk to her about this stuff, but let her come to you when she wants to try something new. Suggest stuff, but do not pressure her, when
she is ready to try something, she will come to you.

Walking up the stairs to Peter's apartment I knocked. It was not raining, however the streets were damp. He opened the door expecting me and greeted me saying, "welcome beautiful." with a warm smile we greeted each other and embraced sharing a passionate kiss. (Even in a relationship in a master slave if you can not be yourself, have a sense of humor, and foster positive thoughts about your relationship, in the end your slave will be miserable or you will lose her and be leaving her very emotionally damaged.)

He lead me into his bedroom where I stripped as we had previously arranged. I kneeled before him placing my hands behind my back, spreading my legs, and thrusting my chest towards him. He took my chin and lifted it towards his eyes, we connected and he gave a wicked smile. I could feel my body responding to the situation, the humiliation was a rather arousing to me.

He pulled out his cock and i begin to suck it, we have not yet had sexual intercourse because we are waiting until marriage however we are sexually active with one another. After about thirty to twenty five minutes later i successfully brought him to orgasm. He was very pleased with me. I knew that our sessions would not always be so light, and that things would get more extreme as we went, however he promised me we would start slow, and this was nice.

You need to remember that when you finish with a session, or even the next day after a session is over. It is not a good idea to tell a girl what their mistakes are immediately. Their are not that many full time slaves out their who live the lifestyle twenty-four seven. You have to realize its a game, and that you've got to worry about the desires of your partner as well as yourself. In a relationship, the objective is for two people to become one. This does not change regardless of what society or lifestyle you come from. Just some thoughts from a slave, keep them in mind.

God Bless,
Slave Bailee

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